I need to define my emotional swings

Things you let pass as misc.

Went see my daughter, and while with her beside the road a neighbour of hers passes and stops, the man started speaking and she began responding, she needs an academy award.
The before and after is untrusting. Its untrusting, point blank.

The ease of perputration is no different to the serpent in the beginning, but there are really nice people out there, she's just not one of them.

Everyone she got introduced to, worked with or saw too often got all she had to offer, except me of coarse.

When i met her she was switching jobs, she was then working for an ex boyfriend.

He stopped me the other day to tell me what he thought i should know since it seems i was ignorant to all.

Man, you want to know, but not to be told, especially when he says it front of others who are normally with him because they all knew as well.

Waddifok!!!!! The level of disrespect


How can she live with herself. I want to hose myself off from the inside out. thats not why I gave her my last name. To be the one whoes wife is easy to screw. Geez, my blessings from this one has to be very rewarding.

I don't feel shame anymore, that was over when Shelby was born. I have actively tried not to have to hold anything against her but it ain't working.


I knew about the year 2000, but not about the constant activity throughout my courtship and upto wedding date and then ongoing, it just never stopped.

Anyway, everybody wants a bite but doesn't want it to bite back, she has no selrespect and no respect from anyone except when they want their kicks, her friends giggle at her position and she is clueless to it all. Even her counsil thinks she's gone clear.

I got flattered today, i was told that I did what i had to, this girlfriend was telling me that everyone who knew her thought she finally settled down. Now i know why people said those little remarks, from smart advertising to the guy her cousin was trying to warn me about after my wedding. I thought the cousin just wanted in my pants, but all she did was try and warn me until the wife threatened the child to leave me alone. How did my wife get home from the pool party anyway.

When i should have taken heed, I felt sorry for her and thought that no-one cared for her as I could. But she poisoned what was sacred and it just wasn't ever honest enough for her to build on.

I always told her that she wasn't ready for marriage and commitment. I just didn't realise to what extent.

The lesson? leave sleeping dogs where they lay, raising them up and making them friendly for petting is just until they start to bite your own *ss, thats why they are stray dogs, their previous owners had good reason to get rid of them.

You wouldn't believe that now she's gone, the dog we got as a wedding gift that ran away has suddenly come back home like he never left. So maybe i should say, let sleeping women sleep. Trust rabbied dogs first.

To finally address the topic. I am going through some serious mood swings and making sure I don't victimise my new company, so i've asked her to give me some time, she doesn't need to spend quality time comforting other peoples damaged goods, she put my toy in the safe and changed the digital combination, i guess she doesn't trust me alone with it.



So

1. don't marry any female who proposes first, they just want to use you to seem structured, plus, no-one else will ask but a sucker, so check yourself.

2. if all she does is introduce you to fellas, take note of their expression and beware of smirks, I got smirks very often. Just didn't know why.

Disgusting.

My daughter does not deserve a mother like that. Sexuality should not have to dominate your life and keep away your true potential. Can't sample forever.

Good luck to the next sucker, don't forget your trojans. Even through marriage.


Now people, thanks for tolerating my ranting, I have now farted for the day. Let me see if I could arrange some cuddling, evening getting chilly.