promiscuety

The whole this just amazes, the 'love is blind' crap is really true, people that I knew before her just never told me anything because they thought i would be the one to change her, yeah right.

Turns out a whole country knew something I didn't, I didn't know she was another summercrew girl back in the day, A close partner of mine, admits what he and the other guys did with my wife on the beach everytime they skinny dipped.

She was simply not what she portrayed period. After seven years of lieing and walking on eggshells. I'm fedup, the momories aren't stopping, the hundreds of thousands of things i never understood are all just revising on its own and giving so many enlightenments per day that i wish it would be done already.

So how many kids do I have, at this point, either one or none, except for the chinese/canadian acrobat that i never saw again, she wrote me like a year later with insinuations of a baby. but i'm not clear. So if my daughter is mine, It would be one official kid.

This is a really sour point with me right now so i'll wrap up for the night. My first easter without my daughter. Selfish, promiscuety, hope to God it was worth this. For your sake.

Exactly how does one who sins from day one in marriage feel nothing about taking communion on Easter Sunday, I guess the devil has many agents. Time to say a prayer and go to bed.

God bless them all.